#i cant believe that humans looked at the beauty of earth

[expressoshots]

Ranma siting in the middle of chicken scratch

[ddaz3d-and-cc0nfused]

yay i cant wait so excited i have been waiting for a while to read this fic. its loki or tony!

fem!plus size reader, wc: 580.

a/n: i must admit that the plot got away from me on this one, the fluffiness practically poured out of my fingertips. it's been a while since i've written for loki, but it is always a pleasure doing so. thank you for your request!!

cw! insecure fic <3

Being with Loki made you nervous, and not in the way that many people would think. 

He didn’t make you feel threatened nor was he mean, it was just that most of the time you’re around him you can’t help but sink into your head like quicksand. 

Why did he choose you when he had so many other options? Was he settling? What did other people think when they saw you guys together? Your stream of thought was almost laughable, because you knew that Loki didn’t care about what you looked like or anything trivial like that.

“What’s wrong, my love?” 

Your eyelashes fluttered, breaking your dissociative state. “Hm?” You hummed. 

“I asked you what’s wrong.” His tone was forever patient, his fingertips were featherlight against the skin of your arm. You were tucked into his side, the mood of your room domestic as a television show played pointlessly in the background. Loki was never really interested in human delicacies such as at home entertainment, he would much rather spend his free time with you.

“Oh… I’m just thinking.” Your voice was dismissive, almost like what you were saying didn’t really matter, which wasn’t true in the slightest because your boyfriend hung off of every word you said, committing it to memory.

He never forgot human holidays like christmas, birthdays or anniversaries, because those types of things mattered to you – and unfortunately he had to figure that out the hard way – but you bet your ass he never forgot it again.

“Please tell me what’s on your mind, dove.” Loki nuzzles his nose into your temple, placing a soft kiss on the side of your face. A shiver shoots itself up your spine, and the sensation makes you melt in his arms. Leave it up to him to basically pry whatever he wanted out of you.

“I don’t know. It’s stupid.” You shrug. “Nothing you say will ever be stupid.” You groan and curl into him deeper. “Fine. I just… I’m getting into that weird place in my head, you know? Like… it feels like no matter how many times you reassure me that I’m gorgeous and all this other super sweet stuff, none of it sticks. It’s like my brain can’t believe it.”

Loki sits there in silence for a moment, stewing on your words before speaking. He knew how sensitive this topic was for you, and though he was the God of Mischief, he would never make a mockery of your struggles.

“I understand you, darling. I know that through your years of being on earth, many humans haven’t been kind to you, and I out of everyone know what it feels like to be different, but –” He hooks a finger under your chin and coaxes you to look at him. 

Though your gaze is shy, you steele yourself despite the way that your cheeks heat under his touch.

“I can assure you that I have not chosen to be with you to make a mockery of you. I am with you because you are beautiful. Your soul sings to me, my dove. You are kind and your heart is unyielding. You are true to yourself and others. That is what makes you shine.”

You feel unshed tears burn behind your waterline and you scoff wetly, but you can’t fight the smile that inevitably breaks out on your face.

“Loki?”

“Yes, darling?”

“I love you.”

He laughs, and his chest rumbles with the joyous tune.

“I love you too.”

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[iluvshinytwink]

Dream Boy - Jude Bellingham

"I'm addicted to your love, that's the issue."

Synopsis: In which you realize the beauty behind Jude's smile.

Now Playing . . . Dream Girl by Strawberry Guy

a/n: his smile is so cute i cant anymore.

There was nothing scientifically brighter than the sun. The sun provided life to every living being on Earth, every living plant, every animal, and every human that walked on the grasses of the Earth.

But to you, you believed that the sun had competition. The sun was bright, indeed, but nothing would be brighter than Jude's smile.

In your eyes, Jude's smile wasn't pretty, it was the prettiest. The sun was dull compared to his smile. The artificial lights would shatter compared to his.

The first time you realized the beauty of a simple smile was during one of many conversations.

Jude was talking about his humourous day at training, smiling from ear to ear as he laid down every bit of detail. Your chin rested on your hand as you smiled at your lovely boyfriend.

Jude couldn't help but laugh between sentences, earning small giggles from you.

Jude's smile radiated aglow. The way his eyes would seemingly disappear due to the brightness of his smile. The way his pearly white teeth would show when he was talking. The way his laughter echoed throughout your ears. Your heart skipped a beat, multiple beats.

Minutes pass into Jude's story and he realizes that you haven't spoken or given any funny comments about his story. Worried and confused Jude looks over to you. Your eyes looked like it physically softened at his gaze, a downward smile on your face with a tint of pink dusting below your eyelids.

Jude feels a tinge of pink coloring his cheeks, his eyes blinking at you.

"You look so cute." Jude whispered with his deathly handsome smile. You blinked yourself back to consciousness, your heart sending a shock wave throughout your body.

Another moment that made you truly appreciate the beauty behind his smile was early in the morning.

Jude, in the morning was obviously still sleepy and tired but he started every morning with a smile, a smile that was caused by none other than you.

Mornings started off with you getting out of bed as Jude groans incoherently, telling you to come back to the warm white sheets.

And mornings continued with you eventually at his chest, arms wrapped around you tightly so you could never escape his warm touch.

"Baby, I need to pee." You mumbled, cheek resting on his bare chest. "Keep it in." Jude chuckles. Your head moves, eyes looking for Jude's face.

Jude's eyes stayed closed but a warm, cheeky smile appeared on his face. You couldn't help but chuckle.

Jude's smile especially during early mornings is what fueled your day. A warm, soft, and loving smile was displayed before you and you couldn't help but love him even more.

Jude was kissed by Aphrodite herself. Jude was blessed by the brightest star in the sky. A fallen star from the many stars above, sent to Earth to show how beautiful one can be. Jude was gifted a beautiful smile by the gods above. A boy sculpted to make people feel loved and warm. A boy written to make people love the simple things, like a simple smile.

The sun was the reason that everyone stayed alive, Jude was your sun.

HAVE U GUYS HEARD TYLER THE CREATORS NEW SONGS BROROROOOO THE GORILLA GRIP DOGTOOTH ALR HAS ON ME 🤯🤯

[davekat-sucks]

kanaya has way too many limitations as a character, rose just brings her down as a satellite love interest. but people cant even ship karkan as moirails because shes a lesbian and nobody knows if shed be okay with having a man in a concilliatory quadrant. fuck, you cant even show her being friendly with sollux or eridan because people instantly assume you ship them as matesprites.

which, again, limits her, because regardless of shipping shit her best relationship that gives her some ounce of personality and narrative relevance is by far with karkat.

i wanted to know kanayas opinions on culling and how she relates that to karkats mutancy and her duty with the matriorb. does she even like taking care of grubs? how did the auxiliatrixes stiffen her freedom? does she misses her lusus? why does she even like gardening? why did she never try to become god tier?

we dont know, instead we just have to see her act as a battered wife and be reduced to how hot she looks while wiping her tears

Some also wouldn't put Karkat x Kanaya as moirails for the fact that Kanaya is the mom friend. The responsible woman in the group. If a character is labeled as this, regardless of age or context, they are now considered an ADULT and everyone else is minors. Yes, that's how stupid it is. And these people forget that trolls are okay with incest and any troll ship regardless is just them doing it with their relative in some shape or form. I get that her not being able to stay or form in an easy relationship is suppose to play up the whole SPACE PLAYERS ARE DESTINED TO BE LONELY. That's what is the excuse for people still watching Kanaya going through the cucking in Homestuck 2/Beyond Canon. Same for Jade's situation. But fuck that bullshit. Kanaya and Jade deserve a lot better than this. It would be interesting to know another side of Kanaya that isn't about lesbian love. Is her growing plants like some metaphor thing of her giving life of her own despite the fact trolls reproduce differently? Was she bored of making clothes one time and decided to take advantage about her love for the sunlight and have plants grow alongside her? If other mutants do hatch from the Matriorb, would she take care of them? Does she believe all grubs should live and that's why we never hear anything about the trials like it was mentioned, being present on Earth C? The trials was something that states only the trolls who are lucky or strong enough to survive gets to live and have a parent. Did she get rid of that rule so that everyone can have a chance? Does she educate humans and Carapacians how to raise a grub? Could Consorts adopt? Is Kanaya fine with that? If not, why? Because they are dumb animals? There is so much to her that isn't just a tragic beauty who has a trashy interest in the Twilight series.

[heartcountry]

I been following you so long, my cherish idol I have four kids now who look up to me. I’m now an adult that’s adulting but before i was an inspiring poet that look up to you. Thank you for getting me though the hard days because now I live with peace and the laughter of children that know no pain. I can’t say how many days your poems saved me ; like a floating deceive in the deep sea. You words carried me, though the storms and waves I made it out okay because of your poems, I found out I’m older than you, little sibling I should call you a fairy godmother of my children because of the wishes you granted me I’m forever grateful for your blog I’m 28 and still following you my first tumblr follow - thank you. Sincerely,

Siva

this truly brought me to tears. i cant believe i exist and i’m real and we’re on an earth that can have so much cruelty and still so so much good. when i look back on what keeps saving me, it’s often the little poems reminding me that my heart can still do what it’s made to do, and of course people like you who remind me how human connection is one of the most beautiful parts of writing. i hope you have a lovely day and i hope your kids laughter lasts a lifetime and more. sending you my best always.

[varijacija]

I think pathologic is a good game if you know what youre getting into and also if youre a specific type of player (as in if you love getting achievements and buffing up your character pl is not for you)

Pathologic is like an interactive novel you have to get into the story and characters to give a damn especially to get in the mindset of the character you play and they make this easy bc its so well written specifically for a game it depends on the perspectives of our player characters a lot they used the medium perfectly

Example while playing dankovsky you only hear god awful opinions on the Kin from powerful people who exploit them (bc thats part of your circle youre a fancy city doctor after all) you hear they are stupid animals and in the game their backward believes are blocking you from doing your work the first moment you hear of them youre send to kill one and when the man understandably freaks out and tries to defend himself HES the one thats a panicky stupid maniac also the missions you go on you go on to exploit the kin while also looking at them as expendable while your true goal is to heal the townsfolk

In Artemys route you get to talk to this people they are real they are your people they themselves believe they are a herd of animals but thats more like a religious thing "we are all part of one big whole" they obviously have their own thoughts and feelings they have their own complicated inner workings and problems and you can see personalities sprinkled in (how no one really likes the new foreman for example lol) their believes are used agains them to paint them in the worst light you even get to talk to the butchers doing dankovskys quest while they are hiding from the guards while in his route they are a passing thought by design

((unlike in p2 where they actually are a stupid herd???? Which are half human??? Any thats why the plegue didnt kill them?????and they even brought the plegue down upon the earth???? Wtf p2 but thats a post for another day))

Also the termitary in dankovsky route you dont want to get too much invested into that its like idk its the politics of this town you have a full plate with the plegue after all and dont have time to mess around you can even make a deal with big vlad to not say anything to the kains about it all while in haruspex route its like ok why the fuck are my people locked in there from day 1

The haruspex route also makes you run around the steppe and find the beauty of it the herbs are crucial to making the panacea its beautiful and miraculous AND usefull

It really shapes your perspective so masterfully

Even all the running that everyone cant stop complaining about while it can be annoying at times (harusplex route damnnnn youuu) is soooo good at storytelling you can feel the panic of the clock running out the frustration of running around doing useless things just for anyone to just let you work and believe you and not actively try to kill you

[mrsmiagreer]

The slight discourse about race hc’s in the community has made me wanna put all my hc races of my favorite boys and their listeners

Warning!! I am black myself and these are just descriptions of what I see in my head based off of how the voices sound and what other people’s hc have made me see

David is white. He’s born tan though, Him and his dad are both on the darker side of white.

Angel is half white half black. So they’re fairly lightskinned.

Asher might be white and hispanic. I could see him whining “¿Por Que Mamiii?” whe his mom tells him to do something.

Baabe is black. Like big Afro and dark skin black.

Milo is black and Italian (And Irish). Colm is Italian so his skin is fairly light and his hair is really just fluffy and straight. Marie is a cute 5’0 darkskinned mama with 4a hair. So Milo is a good shade darker than caramel macchiato and his hair isn’t super thick, but instead super curly (when it gets wet it turns really straight and slick)

Sweetheart is black and mexican. They’re darker than angel but lighter than Milo. Their hair can get really thick when it’s dry but their curls loosen a lot when their hair is wet.

Sam is around the same shade as david, maybe a little lighter. I think that Sam’s parents were also on the darker side of caucasian and I’m a strong believer that Sam LOOOOVED the sun while he was a human. Being a vampire just turned him pale because of the whole sun thing.

Darlin’ is darkskinned. A good percent of their family from both mom and dad’s side is from Georgia. Big Hair, much like Baaabe’s but down their back.

Gavin is….I cant decide if i want him to be a hot pink-ish guy or if i want him to be a darkskin guy with dreads. (Demons do come in all sorts of colors shapes forms and sizes so it could work either way)

FL is my shade. Just african american. Super curly hair and always keeps their hair in a back puff so it’s out of their face. Around this color

Damien is white and japanese. I just know his skin is flawless. Hair grows ridiculously fast.

Huxley is either Samoan & white or black. Now there’s a few possibilities for Hux…

He has a buzz cut so that when he lays on the ground he can be “Closer to Earth”

If not a buzzer, it’s the most luscious curly/wavy and bouncy hair LITERALLY EVER.

If he’s black, he used to cut his hair off a lot because his hair got annoying to tame but decided to loc it up because he thinks locs are “sick”

Lasko is just white in my head. Brown fluffy hair and freckles white.

Guy is kinda tan white. Not as near as dark as David but a little darker than Lasko. I actually think Guy’s hair is kinda curly (it’s a pain to put that hair net on)

Honey is just white. I would say spicy white but they’re more like “black washed white” like “Grew up in the hood” white.

Blake is super white. Greenish blue eyes, black straight fluffy hair.

Bestie is black. A little heat damage because high school’s beauty standard is destructive, but very curly hair down to their shoulders.

Avior…I wanna say he’s grey. This pretty shade of grey that makes him look a little off white, but his hair and features fit his skin so well. He’s just a glittery guy.

Starlight is African american too. Really just like Bestie but with longer hair.

Vincent is sooooo white. I mean obviously bc of the vampire thing. But no fr he’s basically the color white. Black hair though.

Lovely is ALSO pretty white. Dark brown long straight hair and literally turns THEE color red when you embarrass them.

[fairycosmos]

I may be late, but this is my ESA, a mutt who (we think) spent her first year of life wandering the streets in PR, Brie, and she loves you!!!

She is the sweetest, cuddliest, friendliest, quietest little lovey in the WORLD. I’ve never encountered an adult dog as insanely soft as she is. She’s 21 pounds and almost 8.5 years old (approx.). Her wisdom panel shows four breeds in double digits in her DNA: basset hound (34%), chihuahua (16%), cocker spaniel (12%), and chow chow (11%). The basset hound makes sense for her, but only personality-wise.

I’ve had her almost 7.5 years now; she’s my first dog ever. I always begged for a dog growing up, and every single moment of the nearly 20 years I waited before I got Brie were worth it, because she was my reward for the waiting.

Btw I meant it when I said she loves you. She LOVES humans, so much. Loves best of all to be held like a human baby on your lap, back paws in your right hand and her head on your heart, tucked below your chin. She’s the light of my life!!!

graceeeeeeeeeee i cant believe you just casually have the most angelic little being on the planet as a pet ❤️ like WHAT!! look at this absolutely gorgeous little baby i literally feel like i can see the kindness in her eyes.....she looks so soft and beautiful and amazing.....the perfect friend TBH. i would honestly love to give brie the biggest hug in the universe <3 you'll have to do it for me for REAL. it hurts my heart to know she was a stray but im so so glad she found you and that you have each other now - the fact that she's still so sweet after all of that is amazing. most special baby on planet earth award goes to miss brie for sure!

[trashworldblog]

so beth good omens huh

YEAH

[s1 spoilers ahead]

its really good and i have alot of emotions that i havent quite worked out yet. but heres some thoughts:

- Very Good

- this healed a part of my former catholic currently religiously traumatized soul. obviously a show like good omens would hurt some sore spots, even unintionally just due to the aesthetics, right? WRONG. i never thought id be able to watch something that has to do with religion and not feel uncomfortable. but somehow, i got through the entire first season without feeling that discomfort. maybe ive grown, maybe its the show. but the way they... did... well, everything felt so disconnected from the catholicism i grew up with.

and the show is obviously catholic (at least to my experience) everything is story book catholicism, and yet... it feels different. maybe its god being a woman of color (i believe?) adam and eve being people of color, the gay angel and demon eye fucking every so often, and the honest depiction of first testimant things being Fucked Up, even for a demon, feels so disconnected from the white washed, hateful, church i grew up with. so it didnt hurt watching it. not for a second. and that made me incredibly happy.

- the use of queen music is killing me and so fucking perfect. first of all, all bangers. obviously. its queen. second, theres something about queen, and its place in the queer community, mirroring nicely with crowley and aziraphale. i cant quite put it to words yet.

- the camera angles in heaven being incredibly uncomfortable and awkward, literally warping the angles to be gigantic monsters. if they used normal camera angles and focus lenses, heaven wouldnt look too off. empty and barren, yes, but otherwise fine. using these low or up close shots makes my neck sweat and physically want to lean away from my tv. so good!!!! immediately shows they are very much not the heros in this story. also heavan and hell wanting war so bad showed that heavan was NOT on humanity's side. they were on heavans side. it made a beautiful common enemy for aziraphale and crowley and the humans to be up against. i hope they explore aziraphale and crowley and humanity vs the afterlives in the future.

- GAY PEOPLE!!!! THEY ARE SO IN LOVE!!!! AND AFRAID!!!! i hope they use this break after saving the world and showing their people theyre invincible to holy water/ demonic fire to get together!!!! they wont but i can dream!!!

- the idea of people always watching and keeping score is so terrifying when you think about it. no wonder theyre terrified. theyre existence is to just do what angels and demons do. and they have to do that forever without break. can you imagine how exhausting that must be?

maybe for a regular demon and angel thats fine, but aziraphale and crowley are a bit more then that. theyre in a slight gray area, and it cant be easy to do ONLY holy or ONLY evil things. add on to that the horrors of being on earth for a long time. you cant get attached to much. people die, things go out of style, animals and plants go extinct, libraries and art burn, things get lost and lost media is heartbreaking.

-the actors are really good. like these mfs are in LOVE LOOK AT THEIR EYES. wow. best "im in love with you but im hiding it" eyes ive ever seen. also i need to watch the finale again to appreciate the body language used to show that theyre in swapped bodies.

- the plot is really good and interesting!! i was afraid of missing crowley and aziraphale when we switched to adam or the witch hunter or the witch but i didnt miss them most of the time! i was super intrested in how adam would turn out without crowley or aziraphale's influence. and the witch stuff was pretty interesting too! some times i got a little lost in it all and got distracted, but tbh thats the adhd experience so.

-theyre so stupid and yearning and blind to eachothers emotions i love it

conclusion: good show! i am reading alot of fanfic about it and i started a side blog to store some good omens stuff on. i enjoy this blog being my personal and watcher blog, and i kinda wanted to have a good omens layout so, sideblog! ill still reblog some good omens things here, but most of it will be over there.

[subzeromoron]

i love mika kagehira so much you cant even begin to comprehend how perfect he is i literally love him so much i would pay as much as i need to even catch a glimpse of him in real life hes literally the most perfect man his voice is amazing he also looks very cute hes very charismatic and funny i dont understand how anyone could hate him but mika haters exist sadly so i would do anything in my power and beyond to destroy them. mika kagehira has done nothing wrong he doesn’t deserve anything bad that he experienced however what i do know is that he deserves me. i love him so very so much i would forgive him for doing the worst thing ever i would take a bullet for this man i would die for him i would do anything to make him happy and keep his smile. mika kagehira is a perfect ten out of ten he doesn’t deserve anyone else (except maybe me and shu) but mika is practically a god at this rate because nothing on earth will replace him and his power. he is so undeniably amazing you dont understand at all he looks so beautiful every detail about him is beautiful from the little ahoges standing on his hair to his classy shoes he is perfect not only in his looks but in his personality voice and whatnot. starting from his hair his hair looks so fluffy it’s the perfect kind of green to keep your eyes cool also his hair is such a nice add to his features it fits him so well. moving on to his eyes, he has heterochromia meaning one eye has a beautiful shade of yellow and one with the most intricate color of blue. his interpretation of his eyes is that his amber eye represents happiness and the latter represents sadness. the reason to this is because he believes he is nothing but a tool and doll meant to be manipulated by someone (shu). this is not true. he is a human being, capable of amazing things (including perhaps marrying me). mika kagehira’s eyes are a huge part of his story, and i can see why. he is insecure about them, however i don’t see a reason to think so. his eyes perfectly compliment his hair. moving on to his facial features, his face is created with such complexity it completes the whole look. not much is to say about that, but without it he wouldn’t look the same. (i’d still love him though). mika’s sense of style is very very very amazing and great, his clothing choices are very very very cute. he chooses the best colors to go with his features, with guidance from his friends shu and arashi. an example of it is his casual summer outfit, created with enough harmony between the colors gray, white, black and even a little accent of orange. this man looks good in anything, and when i say anything i mean anything. whatever he wears, he will always catch my heart. on another note, his voice is PERFECT. it matches him so well, and happyelements found the best voice actor. his kansai accent is very cute, and he sounds especially heavenly when he speaks and sings. his solos and even his unit/shuffle/other songs are given a unique taste whenever he joins in. his personality fits his character so much too — he is literally the embodiment of being adorable, humble, selfless, responsible, athletic, brave, funny, charming, and so much more. he is so so so adorable and helpful, anyone who receives his help and attention should know how lucky they are. he’s so dedicated too — exvalk proves that. he would do anything for his friends and family, and he cares for even the smallest things. to quote shu, “kagehira does not throw anything away. even if it falls from his hands over and over, even if those very hands of his are torn off, he’ll pick it up and love it, that’s the kind of human he is.” he would pick up plushies he finds in the dumpsters and garbages and mends it so it has a new life again. HE CARES THE SAME WAY FOR HIS FRIENDS. he is so loyal if he was a dog he would’ve been mans very best friend. he is practically amazing over all, i very very much love him for that. to say i love him is an understatement, but nothing can describe it.

am i (il)legally allowed to marry mika now

Yeah

I have a feeling that you have more written honestly

[yellingaboutmasseffect]

Writer’s First Line Game

Rules: post the first sentence of your last ten fics. If you haven’t written ten fics, share as many first sentences as you have.

Tagged by @stormikins​ thank you very much!

No pressure tags: @skittidyne​ @jasper-the-menace @littjara-compleated-sage

“Love From The Other Side” - (Magic the Gathering) Two planeswalkers find themselves on opposite sides of the Phyrexian invasion as they both do whatever it takes to make it back to each other and those they love.

“When others told us what to expect in Urborg, no one told us to expect hospitality.”

“From Sparks to Flame” - (Mass Effect)  Artemis Shepard never set out to become an Alliance hero, let alone the first human Spectre, but an unfeeling cycle has begun anew on Eden Prime. She has to get her team to not only trust her but also each other which is easier said than done. Part one of a story about how love and bonds (with the guns they find along the way) save the galaxy.

Later, when people asked Shepard how everything started, they were often disappointed with her answer.

“Beauty and the Furnace Beast” - (Magic the Gathering) A fairy tale inspired story about Ayara and Urabrask fall in love during the Phyrexian invasion of Eldraine.

“In all my years, I have never seen the sky this way,” Ayara said, looking at the odd voids in the sky.

“The One With The Lipstick Incident” - (Mass Effect) A gift written for @angstyastro​ featuring her Shepard, Isani. Thane is thankful for the continued blessings the Gods bestow on his family but that doesn’t mean he isn’t nervous or that things will go smoothly.  With Isani Shepard giving birth to twins, things were bound to get a little out of hand.

Thane would never fathom why the Gods chose to favor him as much as they had— even if this most recent blessing seemed to be a trial into itself.

“Things That Were And Never Will Be Again”- (Magic the Gathering) Ajani and Elspeth meet on Dominaria, not knowing they will soon be on opposite sides of the looming conflict about to beset the Multiverse.

Elspeth. She was here on Dominaria and alive.

“Same Song, Different Verse” - (Mass Effect) In a different universe, Council Spectre Garrus Vakarian is investigating Saren when he is shot down over Earth. He is found by Shepard and the two of them have to work together as other turians try to hunt him down as they try to rescue his informant, Tali.

Garrus could just hear his father’s voice berating him as he looked at the view of Vancouver.

“Reunion” - (Fallout 4) Nate didn’t die when he was shot by Kellogg. If only it was that simple. Now a ghoul, he’s come to accept his new life but a chance meeting at the Third Rail Bar changes everything as he comes face to face with who his wife is now.

“There’s your shares boys. Don’t spend it all in Goodneighbor, even you, ghoul.”

“In the End” - (Fallout 4) When Shaun decides that his mother should no longer be allowed to be influenced by the surface, he decides to keep her at the Institute with a synth copy of her husband, Nate, to keep her “comfortable”. As time goes on, Nate begins to realize just how cruel that was as the pieces fall into place for the beginning of the end.

He had been made as a replacement for her. It was simply a fact of his existence. Made in the image of her dead husband, Nate. He was a gift to her from their leader, Father, as she transitioned to her new life in the institute. 

“More Than a Name”- (Transformers: Prime, Shattered Glass) An old one I am still proud of so I am throwing it here instead of my 9th fic

When a mission goes wrong, Starscream is forced to explore some harsh truths about himself and his views on the Vehicons under his command.

“Sir…I found him! Guys help me out!”

“Love in the Age of Gods” - (Smite) I cant believe this one squeaks in. I wrote it for my future wife.

Arachne and Serqet have been seeing each other for awhile but Arachne doesn't dare hope that it will last. Despite expecting the worst, Arachne isn't ready when she sees the end draw near. Serqet sees the situation in completely different light.

“That was completely unnecessary. We’re fighting but we’re not completely uncivilized.”

[twilitty]

So where does the fandom stand? bella loved jacob too or it was just pointless. i always thought that it was pointless and the “ i love him but edward more” thing was stupid to me. but after some time looking at it from a different way i thought —this just makes bella so much more human. bellward was always this immortal love and there is no possibility for her to fall for someone else because it ruins the trope, so bella falling for jacob because of their beautiful friendship and care they had for each other and time they spent when she needed someone the most gives me really warm vibes. if this is possible irl, to love two people, i don’t know. After all this then they had to tie him with bella through renesmee and that just ruined all of it.. i don’t know if steph always had this idea or not but ugh. Anyways i hope you get better asks than mine lol. p.s cute moodboards!!

Hello!!! I am always so excited to talk about Bella and Jacob, so thank you for giving me the opportunity!

I'm not sure about where the entire fandom stands on Bella and Jacobs little love story plotline. I think that you'd probably have to check in on each platform to see everybodies opinions and then go from there. I know that on Tumblr Jacob is appreciated more than he is on Tiktok (as an example).

Personally, I am a big fan of the Jacob/Bella love story plotline. I am a huge fan of comparing and contrasting their (possible) relationship against Bella and Edwards. I can see why you would have thought it was pointless, what with their love never really going anywhere incredibly romantic. And, honestly, when I inititally read the series in middle school I had a similar opinion to yours.

It kills me to have her constantly say that she loves Jacob, but that her love for Edward will always weigh more. It's like everything inside of me is screaming, "no girl! wrong guy! pick the werewolf!" But, alas, that is not Bellas story unfortunately.

Jacob brings out her humanity, shows us that she truly is just a mortal. she is capable of hurting and dying and crying and sleeping and feeling these awful feelings of inadequacy when standing next to edward. UGHH i love it so much. i mean, that scene where she falls off the motorcycle and apologizes to jacob for bleeding. that alone feels like an earth shattering scene and i cant believe more people aren't freaking out over it.

i have no idea if smeyer always had the plan to hook jacob with renenenenme, i feel like i read somewhere that she didnt actually plan to write Breaking Dawn and that her publisher told her to add another book to the series. anyways. i have no idea if that's true or not, i feel like i read it somewhere tho.

but, yes, i agree. the whole jacob imprinting on bellas baby was awful and i hate it so much. one of the many reasons why i never rewatch breaking dawn.

thank you so much for the ask!! hopefully you pop back into my askbox, this was an amazing ask and i am so glad to have been able to answer it :)))

*and thank you for the compliment! i love making moodboards*

[deftresolve]

i love my boyfriend so much and I need everyone to know I cant hold back anymore i need everyone to knowthat my boyfriend is rhe most beautiful being to have ever graced the earth Everything about him is perfect and by that i don’t mean he is flawless. i mean his flaws and imperfections are perfect in my eyes and even the things about him that may not be considered conventionally attractive, are his most beautiful features in my eyes. now don’t let that make you assume hes conventionally “ugly” in any way. He’s beautiful He has perfect eyes with pretty eyelashes and a perfect nose his features were sculpted by god’s hands with such precision, that i believe it took all of Before eternity to create him and god was just waiting for the right time to put him on the planet after he finished. his lips are beautiful and his skin is gorgeous and his ears are perfect he is the most handsome man in the world. and his hair. Oh god his hair. he has the most lovely hair that looks good in any style and any length and put up in any way or left down in any way. i wish i could just sit with him laying his head in my lap and i could run my fingers through his hair while he sleeps peacefully while i just stare at him sleeping For the rest of eternity. i would do anything to be with him alone forever. i don’t need anyone but him. the man i love will always be my favorite person in the world, the one i love the most, the one i care about the most, and the one i would pick in a heartbeat if having to choose between him and any other person in existence. sometimes i wish i could erase all of humanity so i could be alone with him. i love him

[eternitas]

does anyone else understand the dichotomy of

"Its literally never a problem when it involves other people, but when I look at myself it is an instant unbearable issue"?

I have never had issues with people being fat. I never thaught people are disgusting or ugly because they are fat. But when it comes to me, then i cant look in the mirror for longer before i declare that me being fat is what makes me the ugliest person on the planet.

I never looked at a person with acne and thought 'wow you're disgusting and ugly!', but every blemish makes me feel like i am a creature of immeasurable hideousness.

I never thought that someone not having energy to clean up or look after their hygene made them a terrible person. But when it happens to me, it means I am literally the worst person on earth.

I get sad when people in their late twenties believe they havent achieved anything because they havent reached some arbitrary goal set by society. But the fact that i still dont have a proper job and career and a working home that is clean and perfect means i have wasted all of my time and I am a failure on every level

All of these posts about "if you think so about yourself you think so about others!" kind of.. Make no sense to me because i have never felt that way about others. There is so much beauty in others that isnt linked to these unrealistic beauty standarts we are fed to believe are the grand finale of human achievement. But when it comes to me it almost feels like i am an entirely different species that is completely excempt from all this empathy and understanding and all this... Love.

But i never understood it. Does anyone feel the same way?

[linologging]

09.23.23 / 12:00am.

happy birthday, mi princesa. (´▽｀) °︎ｏ♡

my soybean stew eater, my marigold lover, apple of my eye.

i hope you’ve eaten something delicious to start your day and that you’ve woken up on the right side of the bed. it’s what THE birthday girl deserves, y’know?

starting this off sweet ‘n sappy by giving you a list of things i’ve grown to love about you:

your ability to make ANYTHING cute. it can be from your eye of aesthetic to handing me the most adorable pompompurin glass known to mankind.

the way you scrunch up your face at kisses, especially your nose. i have a feeling you’d be extremely ticklish if that’s what gets you— wait until i go for your back! i’ll have you on the floor rolling, just you wait!

you keep a good balance, especially when you stand on your tippy toes during kisses.

forgetfulness in most cases can irk people, but this is something i adore about you. i wonder how many things you have going on up there.

you’re a friend of friends. i believe that ‘birds of a feather flock together’ and you’re flying with the best bunch. the amount of love you have for them is unmatched and i can’t wait to meet more of your beautiful circle.

i have more than five things that i love about you OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE I NEVER EVER SHUT UP ABOUT ANYTHING YOU DO. you do one thing and i have to take a step back to not only admire you but also learn from you. i feel like everyday has been an adjustment in my own life to lead a life of kindness. and while you may not personally see that— as an outsider looking in, you’re perfect.

as you’ve once told me, my imperfections are perfect. and i ultimately feel the same way about you. you’ve bared insecurities to me that i can only imagine being very hard for you. i want you to continue to confide in me and lean on me when you need. you are always there for me for any of the thoughts i have running rampant. whether it’s something small or something deeper, you have always heard my end and made me feel heard and seen. i can only repay you by allowing you to do the same without judgement. i’ve made this promise before, but i promise again and again: i will always not only listen to what you have to say, but meet you with understanding and love.

you often talk about things you deserve and don’t. i’m willing to go to the ends of the earth just to change your mind. as stubborn as you are, it might be a challenge, but i think we both like those. you’re a resilient one, of course. but i do feel that you deserve softness. you deserve kind words and even kinder touches. however long it will take, i will make sure that you say you deserve any amount of love given to you. even if it’s a passerby in the street simply complimenting you or me putting you on full blast for how beautiful of a person you are. it’s always deserved.

i cant be anymore grateful that you’ve chosen to stick beside me, hold my hand and listen to half of the crap that comes out of my mouth (you know my riddles get very tricky at times ㅎ). you handle my long-winded sessions of blabbering. endless amounts of fawning and swooning over how much of a gorgeous human being you are, inside and out.

again, happiest of birthdays to you, my heart and soul. i love you to the moon and back now. and i will forever adore you so. ♡︎

“have we earned it, a love story? not for a moment but eternity.”

[whatislifeman]

Steven universe: everyone needs an adult sometimes (and power scaling)

I’m gonna say it, Steven universe is ok, it’s not bad, let’s look at what happened in this beautiful mess.

Human life is more important than power, there I said it. shoot me in the heart and hope I die. But let’s say it’s not, let’s say your a diamond and all you know is immortality. Your just built different. What then? Well from a normal person’s perspective your somehow both god and hitler, Do I care about hitlers perspective? No, so let’s talk about god.

Rose quarts fucked up a lot when she was god, and she either only realized it when she got to see up close what her actions did to people, or she just got bored of that life I don’t know, but either way she started a war and then fled to earth to vibe, us puny humans can only say so much when we meet a god, but even she could start to see herself as the jaded asshole that she was. She saw something pure in Greg. And thought that making baby Steven could bring something new to the table for once. That’s the thing about death and this idea of reincarnation, you don’t get to have an unadulterated view on things when you’ve lived for as long as her, it just wouldn’t happen, at some point you learn some shit that you didn’t want to learn and you either live with it or you don’t, and that’s what becoming an adult means.

Another angle you could look at it from is that she simply shows respect for the fragile state of human beings. we die all the time, and often for stupid reasons, but that is kinda what gives our life so much more meaning to us.

steven's wacky teenage friendships are more meaningful to him than being known or respected for saving everybody, and the gems raising steven is more meaningful to them than conquering planets or even actively fighting the diamonds, is that the right thing to do? I don’t know, but it sure sounds like a nice tv show

Im so hesitant to call this show good, as someone who is considered damaged goods to most i cant help but shake the feeling that its calling me out directly, stop trying to tell me im good enough as i am. Im not, there is always more we could do to better ourselves, steven universe wishes time could stop for him because then nobody could tell him he cant do something, i want to believe anything is possible, but you know what they say, the best way to time travel is to hypnotize everyone into thinking they are in the time period you want them to be in.

Sorry about that last paragraph, im not having the best time right now. But if it makes you feel any better i feel i can say for sure that the diamonds are people who never grew up. Maybe the creators intended it to be this way, but it does feel out of place on cartoon network for sure, maybe it was a passion project that got a little out of hand. Is ego inherently bad? I dont fucking know go to bed dad.

(Roll credits)

Steven universe is a perfect 5/10

Its bipolar to such a degree that its so close to looping back to either a masterpiece or a god awful dumpster fire.

If anyone has things to add lmk